Would someone please enlighten me why people call Selena ‘Selala’? It’s funny. hahaha

JELENA: LET’S START OVER AGAIN (PART 2)

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JUSTIN’S POV

It has been two months since the last time I talked to Selena. She came home from Bulgaria around the last week of May, but due to our busy schedules and lack of communication, I wasn’t able to reach her. A few days after her arrival in the country, I had to fly to Europe to promote my album. It was pure agony not being able to speak to her, but it certainly brought my focus on work. I wasn’t sure if I was doing better than the time Selena and I were together. My team didn’t tell me a single comment about how I was doing. But I guess everything was okay. I never got yelled at, or I never got scolded. It was nice for a change.

You all might wonder why I haven’t talked to Selena for a while. Well, let’s just say that I chose to give ourselves break instead of flying to Bulgaria to beg on my knees. I could save that move for later. Everything was well, though. We went from not talking to being civil with each other. I would text her how she was doing, send her good morning and good night messages, and left voice mails telling her to just hold on tight. Calling each other was a big no-no, so we avoided that. Even though she would reply to my messages, I couldn’t help but feel that she was still mad at me. I couldn’t blame her, though. I was the one who acted like an asshole.

The 2012 Teen Choice Awards would be held today. I couldn’t believe that I would be able to see Selena again after two heartbreaking months. I walked through the red carpet and wore a fake smile on my face. On the inside, I was feeling so anxious and nervous. I just wanted to see her. I know she would be hosting the show, so I wouldn’t be able to talk to her backstage. She would be real busy up until the end of the show. I turned towards my right and froze when I saw my lady. I held my breath for a moment. She was breathtakingly beautiful. Her white short dress showed off her perfect curves. I just stood there on the other side of the red carpet as I stared at my love. She looked incredibly beautiful, even though I liked it more when she didn’t wear any make up. Our eyes met and I swallowed the lump in my throat. I saw the pain in her eyes. She was still hurt. My Selena was still in pain, and it was all because of me. Alfredo tugged on my arm as he muttered about looking for me everywhere, and then I got dragged away from my beautiful Selena.

Watching the whole show was torture to me. I just wanted to jump to the stage and grab my Selena, maybe lock us both inside a dressing room where we could talk and straighten everything. Thankfully, the end of the show finally came, and I was nervous yet excited as I made my way towards Selena’s dressing room.

“Justin!” Mandy gasped in surprise as she opened the door for me.

“Hi,” I muttered stupidly. “Is Selena there?”

“Selena, it’s Justin,” I heard Mandy inform Selena who was inside the dressing room.

The door opened wider and I saw Selena walk in front of me with a tough posture. She looked scary. What happened to my sweet and loving Selena? Did I destroy her?

“Sel, please just hear me out. Please? I’m begging you,” I pleaded as I gave her the most apologetic expression I could muster.

“Fine,” Selena mumbled. Mandy, Ashley, and her make-up artist left the dressing room, leaving Selena and I alone in the room.

“What do you want?” I winced as she asked me with bitterness evident in her voice.

“I’m sorry. I’m so so sorry that I hurt you.” Shit, this is much harder than I thought it would be. I sat on the couch tiredly and ran my fingers through my hair. She sat beside me on the couch, but there was still a bit of gap in between us. “I didn’t mean it. I didn’t want us to break up like what happened. I just wanted a break. I was so stressed that day,” I rambled, everything was just pouring out of my mouth. I just needed to let it all out. “I didn’t mean to hurt you like that. I love you, Sel. You know that,” I told her as I looked deeply in her eyes. “Everything was just horrible that time. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to visit you. I couldn’t leave. I tried. Then I have decided to give us space to think. I realized a lot, Sel.” I was fiddling with my fingers that moment, and then I looked back in her eyes. I wanted her to know how much I meant my apology. “I love you. I really do. You’re the best thing I ever had. I don’t want us to fight. I don’t want to lose you again.” I could recognize that she was contemplating with her mind whether she should forgive me or not. I saw the longing in her eyes. I knew she wanted to be with me too. I took her hand in mine and caressed it softly. “I don’t need you to take me back, just please let’s be friends again. I want my best friend back. I couldn’t live without you.”

“You don’t know how hard my heart broke after that phone call,” I watched as her lower lip quivered. I just wanted to kiss it softly, to make the pain go away, but I knew it wasn’t the right time to do that. “But I couldn’t help it. I couldn’t stay mad at you,” she continued as pain echoed in her voice. “I blocked your number at first, so I wasn’t able to hear or read your messages. I wanted you to suffer. I was really hurt. It was the biggest heartbreak, Jay. I don’t even know how I managed to keep myself sane.”

“I’m so sorry. Baby, please just give me one last chance. Please, just let me mend your heart. Just one more chance. I’ll prove to you how much I love you. I’ll do anything… I promise I wouldn’t hurt you again.” I cupped her face in my hands as I spoke the words from the heart. I was dying to let her know that I need her in my life.

“I don’t know, Justin,” she replied hesitantly.

“Please? I’m begging you, just one more chance. I wouldn’t mess it up again.”

“Justin…”

I watched as tears fell from her eyes. She sobbed and I panicked, because the last thing I wanted to see was Selena crying because of me.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry,” I whispered as I wiped her tears and kissed her forehead softly. I caught the scent of her hair and her perfume. Both were Vanilla, my favorite I traced my thumb over her cheek, softly stroking it..

She soon calmed down after a few moments, and there I was, holding her tightly in my arms, never wanting to let go. But seeing her cry was the last straw. I didn’t want her to cry anymore.

“I forgive you,” she whispered softly as she buried her face in my chest. I was about to let her be; leave her so she could be happy. I didn’t want to be the reason for her sorrow anymore. But then I heard her tell me that she had forgiven me. It was a heart-stopping surprise.

 “You don’t have to say that yet. Just let me prove myself first,” I whispered as I caressed the side of her beautiful face. I made her look in my eyes so I could understand if she was serious.

“You already did,” she replied softly as she gave me a small smile.

“What? How?” I felt so confused. What changed her mind?

“You swallowed your pride just to ask me to give you a second chance.”

“I just love you so much. It hurts to know that I was the one who broke your heart.”

I felt her arms wrap around my waist, and I sighed in content. I thought I would never feel those arms around me again.

“You are one of a kind, Bieber.”

“And I’m yours. Only yours.”

I placed a soft kiss on her lips, and then I smiled at her adoringly while caressing her hair.

“I like the sound of that. I missed you,” she said a she nuzzled her face on my chest.

“I missed you a lot,” I said, smiling at her sweetly. “And happy birthday, baby.” She gasped, totally astonished.

“You remembered!”

“Of course I remember the day my girl was born into this world,” I told her proudly.

“Awww. I love you,” she chuckled as she gave me a big kiss on the cheek.

“I love you too, and here’s one of my gifts, baby. Open it,” I said as I handed her a small box I grabbed from the inside of my pocket.

“A key?” she asked confusedly when she opened it. I just smiled at her sheepishly.

“I bought a new house in Toluca Lake. I just want to share it with you,” I explained, and her eyes got side in shock.  “I’m not forcing you to live with me, baby. I just want to let you know that you’re very welcome there. It’s your home too. We could chill there and watch movies. I just wanna share it with you. Not now, but in the near future. Our kids would run around and swim in the pool. Do you like that?” I grinned at the thought of little Justin and Selena running around us. So cute.

“Whoa, kids?”

“Yes, Bieber babies. We’re going to make Bieber babies… lots of them. I want you to be the mother of my kids.”

“You are so sweet,” she giggled and brought herself on my lap so we could kiss. Her lips were demanding, firm and slow, molding mine. Her taste was intoxicating, her lips were so smooth and soft, and her tongue felt like velvet, as we kissed feverishly.

I couldn’t believe I have her back in my arms again. This time I wouldn’t mess it up. I would never let go of my baby.

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WE ARE YOUNG – CHAPTER 10 “Safe and sound”

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Twenty-two year-old Justin drove around Los Angeles with sadness evident in his eyes. His gaze was focused on the road in front of him, but his mind was elsewhere. The calming sound of Taylor Swift’s new song titled, Safe and Sound, filled his senses as he parked in front of a familiar lot beside the street. He stepped out of his car and brought a basket full of flowers with him as he walked towards the grass-covered lot. He had been visiting the place the same date every year. He saw a newly grown tree on the far right corner of the lot, and he made his way there. He placed the basket of flowers down on the grass. He closed his eyes as he remembered the tragic disaster that had haunted his mind since seven years ago. It was the disaster where he lost his best friend, Selena. Their conversation that terrifying night was still fresh in his memory. It was one thing he would never ever forget.

“Okay… Just stay with me, okay? And I love you. I’ll come and see you after this. I’ll make sure you’re going to be fine,” he promised her.

“I want to see you when I open my eyes, okay? I want you to be there.”

“Yes, yes I will, princess. Be strong, okay? You’re gonna get through this.”

Justin stayed with her on the line. He kept distracting her, so she wouldn’t feel more horrified with what was happening. But then, the line got a little bit interrupted.

“Justin? No, no! The line can’t break! I need you! I need to hear your voice!” she said as she shook in horror. Everything around her was falling apart. She knew the line would be dead in a while, but she still wished he would stay with her.

“Princess, you’ll be fine, alright? Be strong, Lena. I’m coming for you, okay? I want to see your smile again.”

Justin opened his eyes and he found himself crying as he sat on the grass behind the tree. It was their last conversation. He wouldn’t have left her if he knew it would happen. When the line went dead, he immediately dialed her number, but he wasn’t able to reach her. He ran downstairs and cried in his mother’s arms. He begged her to take him to LA so he could see Selena, but earthquake alert was also up in Canada, so they weren’t able to leave. It took him a week before they were able to go to Los Angeles. They searched for Selena and her family in all the hospitals there, but they weren’t able to find her. The authorities couldn’t give out information because they weren’t relatives. He wasn’t able to find her. He went back to Canada with his mom and step-dad in a state of depression. He waited for her to call him in his home in Canada. He would sometimes stay up late, just in case the phone would ring. But he never got a call from her. Everyone around him was telling him to move on. He couldn’t. Selena was his first love, and he promised he would never forget her.

“I’ll find you, Lena,” he whispered as he looked around the empty lot. It was the same lot where her house had been situated. The authorities demolished it after the earthquake. Some people told them that some of Selena’s relatives sold the lot, but it was vacant still. Just like the hole in his heart that was caused by the absence of his best friend.

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THE POWER OF TWO - CHAPTER 29

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SELENA’S POV

Justin and I were seated next to each other in front of the dining table in his house. Jeremy sat across from us, on the other side, as we told him out big breaking news. He stared towards us with a blank expression on his face. It was much harder because we couldn’t read what he really felt about our revelation. It extremely made anxiousness fill every inch of my body. It was a terrifying feeling.

“Please say something, dad,” Justin muttered, finally breaking the silence. His hand held my left one tightly. It was the only source of courage I have at the moment.

“What do you want me to say? Congratulations? You both are just seventeen,” Jeremy said with such disappointment evident in his voice. He was right, though. It was stupid for us to think that this would actually work and turn out great.

“I’m sorry… It’s my fault,” I whispered, ashamed of everything that happened.

“No, don’t say that, Sel. Shhh… It’s not your fault, baby.” Justin’s arms were immediately wrapped around me as he kissed my temple in attempt to soothe me.

“Okay, I’m just disappointed with you two. Justin, you know how hard it is to raise a child. Your mom and I were both eighteen when we had you.” Jeremy told us calmly. I was kinda relieved that he wasn’t that angry with this.

“I know, she left.” I could feel that Justin was frustrated. He had a tough and confusing past. He told me everything about him one time.

“She couldn’t take it, Justin. It was hard for her. I had to raise you by myself. Then I remarried, had Jazz and Jax, and you know what happened,” Jeremy reminded.

I felt Justin shift uncomfortably in his seat. I knew he was feeling anxious; terrified that the same thing would happen to him. I would never leave him, though. Well, I’m sure the thing with his mom was very much confusing. Pattie, his mother, left him when he was just five. He had told me that he thought his mom didn’t love him, but I thought of the opposite. Based on the way his mom acted back then, before she left, I think she was depressed. Maybe she had the post-partum depression after she gave birth to him. The sad thing here was that she never came back. Justin never saw her again. His father remarried, but his wife passed away after giving birth to Jaxon. It was such a bittersweet incident.

“I have learned a lot, dad. I’ll do everything to support my child, just like what you have done. I’m sorry for being a failure,” Justin said. I could feel that he really meant it, that he was sorry. I placed my hand over his leg to comfort him.

“Justin, you’re not a failure. You would be a great dad, okay? I’ll help you two through this.” Both Justin and I lifted our embarrassed faces to look at Jeremy, who just told us that he would support us through this tough battle.

“Does that mean you don’t hate us?” I whispered hesitantly as I met Jeremy’s gaze. He was already wearing a small smile on his face.

“Of course not, but I am still disappointed,” Jeremy admitted.

“We could live with that.” I heard the hind of relief in Justin’s voice, and I just smiled in ease.

“Welcome to the family, Selena.” Jeremy stood up and opened his arms for me.

Tears sprung from my eyes as I ran around the table to hug him.

“Thank you,” I mumbled through my tears. Oh, what a relief!

“I already know you’d be a good mom. My kids love you,” he said as he rubbed my back soothingly.

“Thank you. I love them too,” I said as I pulled back with a grin on my face. Justin soon walked beside me and wrapped an arm around my waist as I let go of from his dad’s embrace.

“Have you told your parents?” Jeremy asked curiously.

“They’re next,” I informed him. I felt a sudden pang of anxiousness fill my whole body again.

“I wish you two some luck. Here’s a tip. If they get angry, leave them alone. Don’t fight until they cool down,” Jeremy reminded. I sighed in relief as I took-in his advice. I hope it would work on my stubborn parents.

“Thank you.”

“Thanks, dad.”

We said a quick goodbye to Jeremy and the kids before we walked hand in hand towards my house.

“So what’s so important that you two had to be here together?” Mom said as she eyes us intriguingly. Justin and I were seated on the couch, while mom and dad were seated on each of the single-person couch inside our living room. Oh, I think I’m going to be sick.  

“I’m pregnant,” I blurted right away, before I even realized what I just said. Wow, real smooth, Selena.

Justin grabbed my hand and squeezed it in shock.

“What?” Dad uttered in disbelief. Mom and dad wore a horrified look on their faces, and it made me wanna recoil and just hide in a shell forever.

“I’m pregnant. Justin’s the father,” I said as I squeezed on Justin’s hand tighter.

“Is this a joke, Selena?” Dad spat out furiously. Oh, shit.

“No, it’s true,” I said as my voice cracked a bit. I was trying to hide my tears. I didn’t want to cry in front of them. It would just make me feel more vulnerable.

“But Justin’s Alex’s ex,” mom said, stating the obvious.

“Yes,” I whispered; just hearing it from them made me feel like I was the worst sister in the whole wide world.

“How did this happen?” Oh mom, do you really want to know?

“I love Sel since the first time we met, but she wasn’t that interested yet,” Justin confessed, eyes staring at my parents with such sincerity. I just hope they appreciated it.

“How could you be so irresponsible, Selena? We have expected Alex to be in this type of problem. You have a big future ahead of you!” Dad said as he paced back and forth in the living room, running his hand through his hair, as if he wanted to pull them out of their roots.

“I’m so sorry. Please forgive me,” I begged as tears fell from my eyes.

“I think it’s best if you two leave this house before I do something stupid,” Dad muttered angrily.

“What?” I muttered in disbelief. I couldn’t believe they wanted to kick me out. I saw his eyes and they were raging with anger. He might hurt my baby, no. I must leave right now.

“You are a disgrace to this family,” he muttered as mom sat on her seat, still in shock.

“No,” I whispered as hurt flooded my heart.

“Pack your things and leave. Perhaps your secret boyfriend could keep you alive without our support,” he said bitterly.

“Momma…” I turned to mom, expecting her to defend me, but she didn’t even look at me.

“Leave this house! You are not welcome here anymore!” dad yelled.

“No!” I gasped painfully.

“Come on, Sel,” Justin whispered as he helped me up. We both ran towards my room, away from all the madness.

“I’m so sorry, baby,” Justin said as he held me tight in his arms. We were standing inside my room, and he was whispering soothing words in my ear. He carried me and sat me on the bed.

“Sit here, I‘ll get your stuff,” he said, caressing my hair before he kissed me and walked towards my closet, my bathroom, while I just sat on the bed, weeping.  

“Just throw it all in. Please pack my laptop,” I muttered when he stepped out of my closet holding two travel bags.

“Okay,” he muttered and moved towards my study table to pack my laptop and other accessories.

“Alex,” I gasped when I saw Alex walk through the door. Oh no.

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